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The Present Truth Magazine (Email)
January 2005


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FROM THE EDITOR’S HEART

At some point in my secondary education, I learned how to be a “critical thinker”—requiring scientific, mathematic, or historic evidence before believing a particular fact. This philosophy of learning can undermine God’s teaching method, which is “believe, and then you will see.” 

When Nicodemus, an educated Pharisee, wanted to comprehend what Jesus was all about, Jesus told him:  

Most assuredly I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God (John 3:3). 

Life in the kingdom of God is a matter of faith. What is faith? 

Now faith is the substance of things hoped for the evidence of things not seen (Heb. 11:1). 

Faith is how God created the universe. 

…the worlds were framed by the word of God, so that things which are seen were not made of things which are visible (Heb. 11:3b). 

The invisible created and sustains the visible (Heb. 1:2-3); this is a reality. True believers in God’s reality will be blessed; unbelievers will not. 

Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed (John 20:29b).

 

…they could not enter in (to the Promised Land, the good stuff) because of their unbelief (Heb. 3:19). 

At school, my seventh-grade daughter encounters manmade doctrines concerning “relative truths”; so she assimilates the information, reiterates it on her exams, and stays grounded in the absolute truths of who God is, who she is, and what the kingdom of God is all about. I talk with my kids daily and encourage them to speak the truth in love at school. 

Living in the “Show-Me State,” we face doubting Thomas’ daily. Therefore, we must remain faithful to the truth we know and courageously proclaim the good news: God is able to do exceedingly, abundantly, beyond all we can ask, think, and/or see according to the power that works in us.

Sincerely in Christ,
Christa Clark
Editor


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We are also making some of our sermon series available for purchase on the web.  These are messages that have been brought by the pastors of our church that we believe would be beneficial to the body of Christ at large.  Subjects include:

*Who is This Babylon: Teaching through the book of Revelation from a past-fulfillment covenantal perspective.

*The Power of Positive Thinking: How to be Holy Spirit led, Bible inspired, positive thinkers in Christ.

*Wealth, Riches & Money: Teachings on finances & stewardship.

*God, Man, & Miracles: How miracles can be experienced today with many practical examples.

*Hebrews: Covenants in Contrast: An in-depth study of the book of Hebrews from the past-fulfillment covenantal perspective.

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We are glad to have you as a subscriber to our Present Truth Magazine.  Below you will find articles from individual authors who have written for our magazine.   Our prayer for all who receive read these articles is that the Lord "...may give to you the Spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, the eyes of your understanding being enlightened; that you may know what is the hope of His calling, and what are the riches of the glory of His inheritance in the saints (Ephesians 1:17-18).

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We Have A Divine Dream
by A. Wilson Phillips

Martin Luther King, Jr. had a unique place in the history of God’s redemption plan for fallen humanity. During his life span, from 1929 to 1968, he had some personal weaknesses, but God uses imperfect vessels. Many feel that he was a man ahead of his time, and his life was too short. However, if you view King as sovereign God’s prophetic voice, you must conclude that (like King David and all the prophets in the Scriptures) he served his generation then slept with his fathers of the faith. Because King believed in the God of the Bible and was a follower of Jesus Christ, his “I Have a Dream” messages will not die. “For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy” (Rev. 19:10). 

Today, God’s anointed covenant-keeping people still speak the testimony of the living Christ. By His mercy and grace, God sovereignly breathes resurrection life into His chosen people, and they pass from spiritual death unto spiritual life (1 John 3:14). Some are called to become apostles, prophets, evangelists, pastors, and teachers to equip God’s people with truth to serve their generation. 

Prophetic voices call men and women to be reconciled to God through Jesus Christ. Their message proclaims: 

And He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings, so that they should seek the Lord, in the hope that they might grope for Him and find Him, though He is not far from each one of us; for in Him we live and move and have our being… (Acts 17:26-28).

 

The earth is the Lord’s, and all its fullness,

The world and those who dwell therein (Ps. 24:1). 

Sovereign God rules by divine wisdom and love. He is in control, and at the same time, we are responsible to know His will and do it. As covenant keepers, we are to treat those who are unlike us with dignity. This includes people of all races and religions. 

God challenges His covenant people to grow in grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Jesus Christ. Divine knowledge shows us our own prejudices. They can be social, racial, religious, political, or economic prejudices. We must be willing to repent of our prejudices. To repent is to have our minds renewed to the truth; our worldview becomes that of Almighty God through His indwelling Spirit. 

As we take on a divine worldview by living like Jesus of Nazareth, the dream of Martin Luther King becomes a reality in communities like Springfield, Missouri. 

We here at Abundant Life Covenant Church have a divine dream. Like King, we are committed to keep it alive. As joint heirs with Jesus Christ, we co-reign with Him in the spirit realm over the circumstances of life. We are committed to do this in a non-violent, non-political way. By our obedience, God’s spiritual kingdom manifests itself through spoken words and covenant prayers. Therefore, we have a conviction that truly the best is yet to come. Let us all keep King’s dream alive.

A. Wilson Phillips is the co-founding and senior pastor of Abundant Life Covenant Church.

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One Flock - One Shepherd
By Richard K. Clark

And other sheep I have which are not of this fold; them also I must bring, and they will hear My voice; and there will be one flock and one shepherd (John 10:16). 

From the beginning, God has only had one group of people that were in covenant with Him, and some may be surprised to know that He only has one group of covenant people now and will only have one group of covenant people forever. Even in the old covenant, only the circumcised in heart were truly God’s flock, and so it is today. 

And the Lord your God will circumcise your heart and the heart of your descendants, to love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul, that you may live (Deut. 30:6). 

The Lord raised up His people through the faith of men like Noah, Abraham, Moses, and David yet always allowed for “gentile” believers to be added at any time through their obedience.   

And when a stranger dwells with you and wants to keep the Passover to the Lord, let all his males be circumcised, and then let him come near and keep it; and he shall be as a native of the land. For no uncircumcised person shall eat it (Ex. 12:48). 

The term “Jew” came from the name of one of Abraham’s great grandsons “Judah” and came to be a commonly accepted term for God’s covenant people—though many names were used (Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Israel, Ephraim, Zion, Jerusalem, Hebrews, etc.). In the completion of God’s plan, when all the types and shadows of the old covenant were fulfilled in Christ and His church, Paul made it clear that biological descent was not the ultimate criterion for God’s people. 

For he is not a Jew who is one outwardly, nor is circumcision that which is outward in the flesh; but he is a Jew who is one inwardly; and circumcision is that of the heart, in the Spirit, not in the letter; whose praise is not from men but from God (Rom. 2:28-29).

 

There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is neither male nor female; for you are all one in Christ Jesus  (Gal. 3:28). 

Many groups today claim to be descendents of Abraham (Jews, Christians, Muslims), but it was in Isaac that Christ the seed came, and those in Christ are the only children of promise. 

But it is not that the word of God has taken no effect. For they are not all Israel who are of Israel, nor are they all children because they are the seed of Abraham; but, “In Isaac your seed shall be called.” That is, those who are the children of the flesh, these are not the children of God; but the children of the promise are counted as the seed (Rom. 9:6-8). 

The eternal plan of God was carried out by Christ’s sacrifice (body and blood) in order to make the two groups of people into one (Eph. 2:11-17). 

For through Him we both have access by one Spirit to the Father. Now, therefore, you are no longer strangers and foreigners, but fellow citizens with the saints and members of the household of God, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Jesus Christ Himself being the chief cornerstone, in whom the whole building, being fitted together, grows into a holy temple in the Lord, in whom you also are being built together for a dwelling place of God in the Spirit (Eph. 2:18-22). 

Reinventing Scripture to require God to have two distinct groups of covenant people (Jewish-Kingdom and Gentile-Church) is a serious mistake. “What God has joined together, let not man separate” (Matt. 19:6). 

Richard K. Clark is an associate pastor of Abundant Life Covenant Church.

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Kingdom Goals
By Benjamin Davis 

In January, many in our nation begin setting goals. The President with his newly strengthened majority in Congress will lay out his goals for American public policy. Companies often set new sales and management goals for the upcoming year. Many Americans make New Year’s resolutions outlining their personal goals for the year. 

I believe the reason we in America are a goal-setting people is that God is a goal-setting god. He made this truth real to me as a senior in college. 

One day, as I was walking to class, I was laying out all of my life’s goals before the Lord. After I was finished, I asked a sincere question: “Lord, where do you fit into all this?” 

The Lord answered me with a strong voice inside my spirit, “Don’t ever ask Me that question!” I literally stopped in my tracks. 

“What question do You want me to ask You?” I responded. 

His voice came back to me in a crystal-clear way: “Ask Me where you fit into My plan.” 

Scripture clearly declares that God has a plan that includes His personal goals. 

…according to the eternal purpose which He accomplished in Christ Jesus our Lord…(Eph. 3:11).

 

Men of Israel, hear these words: Jesus of Nazareth…being delivered by the determined purpose and foreknowledge of God, you have taken by lawless hands, have crucified, and put to death (Acts 2:22-23; see also Is. 46:8-11). 

Scripture also declares that God has the power to fulfill His goals. He uses that power in exercising His sovereignty in the affairs of men. 

In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will (Eph. 1:11).

And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren (Rom. 8:28-29). 

Men with their unrenewed minds often set goals that are in opposition to God’s plan. In the second Psalm, the Lord declares how He overrides such goals. 

Why do the nations rage,

And the people plot a vain thing?

The kings of the earth set themselves,

And the rulers take counsel together,

Against the Lord and against His Anointed… 

He who sits in the heavens shall laugh;

The Lord shall hold them in derision (Ps. 2:1-4). 

In the new covenant, we have been given God’s divine nature (2 Pet. 1:3-4). His divine nature places within the believer the desire to know and do His will. Jesus foresaw the day when His disciples would be given God’s divine nature in the kingdom of God. Therefore, He instructed them how to set their goals in such a way that they line up with God’s goals. He said, 

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you (Matt. 6:33). 

God’s kingdom is a reality today. Psalms 103:19 states: 

The Lord has established His throne in heaven,

And His kingdom rules over all.  

Many attempt to set their own (self-centered) personal goals as their highest priority, in hopes that God will then add His kingdom to them. We live in a country where it is possible to practice unbridled capitalism in an unbridled democracy with unbridled free speech. That mentality sets many American Christians in opposition to God’s purpose and goals in their life. 

When we pursue our own needs and desires outside the kingdom of God, we may obtain some or all of our goals, but the kingdom of God cannot be added to us because our primary motive is still selfish. However, when we commit to seek first His kingdom in our goal-setting, God then commits in His goal-setting to meet all of our needs and heartfelt desires in such a way that we experience the blessings of the kingdom of God in the now. 

As I have committed to seek first the kingdom of God in a practical way, it has been my personal testimony that God has had a better way of life than I would have chosen for myself. That’s a kingdom reality.

Benjamin Davis is an associate pastor of Abundant Life Covenant Church

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Exercise
by Jonathan Clark

At the beginning of one particular summer, my outlook on the coming warm days was filled with excitement and anticipation. We had planned an extended family vacation and other new experiences. By the end of that summer season, my world had flipped upside-down—unexpected and hurtful events had crashed my party.  

As the summer drew to a close, I began running…and running…and running…I just didn’t know to where. I suppose I was attempting to deal with my mental and emotional hurts with something that I could mostly control—a physical intervention. I always felt better when I ran, but I was never going to heal my “soul pain” by exercising. 

Regardless of what is commonly believed, time did not heal all my wounds, but God did (a spiritual intervention). One positive benefit that came from the running was weight loss with accompanied physical energy and stamina. 

What about exercise? Medical science strongly urges regular exercise to treat and prevent many conditions. What is the benefit of exercise to the health of the whole man? 

The only direct scriptural reference to whether one should or shouldn’t exercise is First Timothy 4:8 which says, “…bodily exercise profits a little…” The entire passage in context states: 

…and exercise yourself toward godliness. For bodily exercise profits a little, but godliness is profitable for all things, having promise of the life that now is and of that which is to come (1 Tim. 4:7-8). 

This reference reinforces the proper priority of physical exercise—after the strengthening of the spirit and soul; therefore bodily exercise can profit a little. 

Indirectly, the Scriptures do mention that Paul disciplined his own body. First Corinthians 9:27 states, “I discipline my body and bring it under subjection...” In Paul’s spiritual analogy in the immediate preceding scriptures, he also mentions running, competing, and racing. Perhaps Paul was, or had been previously in his life, personally involved in athletics and exercise. 

The Greco-Roman culture of the New Testament era was familiar with athletics and competition. The Olympiad was a regular occurrence at the time. Paul made multiple athletic references in his epistles (1 Cor. 9:24-27; 1 Tim. 4:7-8; 2 Tim. 2:5). Perhaps Paul’s disciple Timothy also had interests in athletics, since Paul made athletic references in both of his letters to him. 

Personally, God has always been able to get my attention that it is time to “get moving” with the scripture Hebrews 12:1,

Let us lay aside every weight…and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us…

I know that the context of this verse is spiritual, but God has often used this passage to remind me of my need to take care of my physical body; He’s also given me the following reference in First Corinthians 6:19-20:

Or do you not know that your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you…and you are not your own? For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your body…

Physical exercise profits a little, as long as the spirit and the soul are keeping first priority in the health of the whole man.

Jonathan Clark is an elder of Abundant Life Covenant Church and a physician in Springfield, Missouri.

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Introductions
By Matt Christy

I grew up in churches, which is not to say I was actively involved in them, merely present within the four walls. Mom made a point to send my siblings and me off to the local church every Sunday, and if the weather prevented us from hunting crawdads in the creek that was on the way, we usually went. I don’t recall much about those early church years, other than making some really fun macaroni art. Most children tend to exhibit rambunctious behavior when confronted with mandated church sentences, and I was no exception. Cartoons and playing outside typically weighed far higher on my “want-to-do” list than listening to antique ladies discuss antique people I neither knew nor cared to know. 

Late in the summer of 1984, my family moved from east Tennessee to Kentucky, and my church days came to an abrupt end. Mom didn’t approach me about returning to church until we moved to Missouri in late summer of 1988. My parents began attending a mid-size local assembly, and with curiosity aroused, I tagged along. I officially joined the church in 1991, and even volunteered my time at their youth camp in the summers.  

As time wore on, I became despondent with church doctrine, knowing in my heart I performed the prescribed rituals without any real faith or life. I fell away from the church in 1994.  

Frustration often led to drives down to the youth camp after work, and I would wait for the sunrise. This place called to me. That camp was the only place I had ever experienced what I could categorically label as “The Presence of God.” I felt calm and peaceful there, which ironically caused me to bawl my eyes out, as I watched the sun rise over the mountaintops.   

In July of 1998, an opportunity came by way of family to move back to Tennessee, and shortly thereafter, I encountered a side of church I’d never seen before. Originally agreeing to attend as a means to keep the family off my back, I heard a message in that sanctuary I’d never heard before:  Christ is alive, and we can have a relationship with Him today! In all my years of congregation hopping, I’d never heard such a basic truth. I tried to retain my aloof status, but by the third week I walked the aisle, tears streaming down both cheeks. I proclaimed my love for, and dedication to, Father God.  

Despite my dedication to following Christ’s leading in my life, I did not know His authority and, in rebellion, eventually fell away even from this church. 

Just over a year later, I woke with a start and knew I had to write a letter. I wrote the letter in faith, and this act of obedience led me to the wife that God had set aside for me and also the church which would become my home.  

God in His divine wisdom illustrated His love and guidance in my life, and despite my best efforts to the contrary, He brought me out of my sin and death into His righteousness in Christ. He saved me, cleansed me, and taught me not only His great love and mercy but also His authority. Throughout my life, He has placed people in just the right spot at just the right time to keep me from truly wandering off into the weeds. His hand has always been upon me, even when I least deserved or knew it. 

Matt Christy is an information technology support specialist for the Springfield Public Schools.

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Faith Replaces Fear
Eva Clark

As I look back on my childhood years, I can see how fear was one of the most crippling emotions that I had to deal with. My younger sister would always be the first to try new things, and I would usually be the first to let her because of my fears.  

In a high school English class, my teacher gave us an assignment to give oral book reports throughout the year. A friend and I were so filled with fear that we found out how much the assignment was worth, subtracted that amount from our grade, and calculated how we could not do the assignment and still get a decent grade. Once our teacher found out about our intentions, she made the assignment worth more than we could afford to lose for a good grade, so we were forced to do the assignment!  

As I entered into college, the Lord began to deliver me from my fears and gave me a godly boldness through Second Timothy 1:7— 

God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind. 

Through this empowering scripture, I began to enjoy giving presentations in class. When fear would rise up in situations, the Lord would bring me back to Second Timothy 1:7 and First John 4:18, which says: 

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 

Recently, my husband Brandon and I have entered into the world of parenthood. The Lord had already been preparing our hearts for the new addition to our family through faith. When we would be presented with the information in our childbirth classes of what would or could happen during pregnancy, fear began to rise again in me. Many times we would talk about what information was given and confess to each other the faith the Lord had given us to start a family. We would confess His righteousness, peace, and joy into the current situation and the future delivery of our child. As we would pray over our fears, the Lord was always faithful to manifest His peace to us.  

Norah Elizabeth was born on July 31, 2004. Brandon and I could never have imagined the miracle we were going to get to experience. Norah’s birth once again confirmed God’s unfailing love and sovereignty.  

Before we left the hospital, we had many different medical people (nurses, nurse’s assistants, doctors, etc.) coming in and telling us, “When your baby sleeps, make sure you lay her on her back to prevent SIDS (Sudden Infant Death Syndrome).” Brandon and I appreciated the care and knowledge of the health care professionals, however, when we got home we encountered a problem, “What if our child does not sleep well on her back and instead cries and keeps herself awake?” I was filled with enormous amounts of fear that something would happen to Norah.  

The next several weeks were very tiring because of the fear that I couldn’t lay Norah any other way than on her back. Through some circumstances, my pastor’s wife shared with me that she had heard the same information but had come to the conclusion that all three of her children preferred sleeping on their stomachs. Her tone was so calm and peaceful that it caused me to reevaluate what I had been thinking.  

The Lord began to show me that I had been so filled with medical knowledge that I had not been listening or hearing what the Holy Spirit was saying. I thought I was in control now and responsible for my child. He corrected my thinking and showed me that my child belonged to Him. I am simply a caretaker that He has chosen to take care of this precious gift of grace. He also revealed to me that He wants to be involved in all the decisions that are made in Norah’s life. As I look back on how God has taken me through my fears, He has continually caused me to submit my mind, will, and emotions to Him daily (Rom. 12:2). He is always there for wisdom and instruction. 

You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world (1 John 4:4). 

Eva Clark serves as an administrative assistant at Abundant Life Covenant Church.

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Getting My Confession Right
By Holly Gilstrap

Almost three years ago, our second child, Canaan, was born with spina bifida, hydrocephalus, and other disabilities. One evening when Canaan was still very small, maybe around three months old, I took him to the church nursery. I told the nursery workers that he would probably sleep and preferred to do so on his stomach. Because current medical literature calls for putting babies on their backs to sleep, I felt I needed to explain myself. My next statement was, “This baby isn’t going to die of SIDS. It isn’t going to be that easy.” 

Now before you think me a complete monster, let me explain what was really in my heart but was poorly communicated. When we were in the newborn intensive care unit (NICU) those first two weeks after Canaan was born, we were surrounded by families fighting for the lives of their children. I was never concerned that Canaan might die. I strongly believed that God had a plan and purpose for this child and the plan could only be accomplished through his life, not in his death. Part of that plan included the development of myself and others in a way that only comes through deep heart suffering, and that scared me. I was afraid that every time I looked upon Canaan in his physical condition, my heart would ache; I thought if the Lord took him, my sorrow might go away. 

Because I had a peace that our child would live, I was not afraid to indulge his preference for sleeping on his stomach. Nevertheless, the minute I made the comment to the nursery workers, I knew it was wrong. I felt like I had just vomited all over myself, my child, and the two women who witnessed my words.  

But those things which proceed out of the mouth come from the heart, and they defile a man (Matt. 15:18).  

As I sat in the sanctuary, the Spirit showed me that I was prideful. I had a martyr complex and wanted everyone to agree with me that I had a heavy cross to bear. God impressed me again that He greatly valued Canaan’s life and rejoiced to look upon him. I needed to get my confession right. 

Sometime after this, I began scrapbooking Canaan’s baby album. One of the pictures was of him lying in his bed in the NICU sucking a pacifier. I included this caption on the page: “He grew to love his paci—one of the few pleasures allowed him.” After I had written it, I knew it was wrong. That was not a positive confession. It expressed “Poor little baby” and would foster a sense of self-pity in Canaan. That wasn’t how God thought about him. I needed to get my confession right. 

Into his second year of life, friends would comment about Canaan’s development. When they noted how well he was crawling, I would complain about the way his legs “frogged out” because of weak abductor muscles. When they observed him sitting so erect, I would point out that he splinted his left leg in order to generate enough strength to compensate for his weak trunk and pelvis. The martyr complex had surfaced again. I wanted people to know that we don’t just wake up some mornings delighted to find that Canaan has suddenly mastered such feats. These are very complex tasks for a child with low muscle tone and are mastered through the diligent efforts of his mother and his diligent efforts. (At this time, I generally assumed the credit for these things. Part of the martyr complex is that “it’s all about me.”)

It was during this time that I experienced the constant anxiety of never being able to do enough for Canaan. I was always upset with myself for not providing him with enough opportunities to exercise and frustrated with him for not performing well. If I was in the mood to “play,” he was not. When he was playful, I was aggravated that the opportunity had presented itself at a bad time. I was tied up about going out with the children. There was no joy for me in a trip to the zoo or library, because every moment Canaan was in a carseat or a stroller was a moment of lost therapy. I now believe that my anxiety during that time was the direct result of my negative confession. Because I constantly confessed Canaan’s weaknesses, they felt insurmountable.  

Anxiety in the heart of a man causes depression,

But a good word makes it glad (Prov. 12:25). 

I needed to get my confession right. 

In the process of time, and out of His mercy and grace, Father God began to fill me with peace and a knowing that Canaan is going to reach his full potential, physically and otherwise. God was (is) going to use me as the instrument to get him there, but I didn’t (don’t) have to worry about failing this child.  

When Canaan was eighteen months old, our therapy fell into a much more natural pattern. He pulled himself up to a standing position when he wanted to get out of his crib, walked to the table in his walker when he wanted to eat, and learned to crawl up the stairs. By the time he was twenty months old, I found myself praying one day, “Father, thank You so much for giving us two healthy little boys.” That was it! I had gotten my confession right. “For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks (Matt. 12:34b). I had begun to consider Canaan healthy and vibrant. This child was happy, full of personality, and never sick. I didn’t look at him and see the weaknesses anymore. Every time I followed him up the stairs, I was amazed at his strength.  

The Holy Spirit used my times of communing with the Lord, meditating in the written Word, and being in the presence of His people to change my thinking and change my confession. Our daily lives have now become consistently more joyful.  

Holly Gilstrap is a stay-at-home mother.

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Importance Of History
By A. Wilson Phillips

When I was a young lad in school, history wasn’t really my thing. It was dull and boring in my view. Not only did I not like studying the past, I didn’t like to think about the future. The teaching and preaching I heard painted a bleak picture and put fear in my heart.  

When Hitler marched into Poland at the beginning of World War II, my fears escalated. The very thought of Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, or the Emperor of Japan being the anti-Christ was too much for me to deal with. I learned to “check out” in my mind and suppress my fears, going deeper into denial. 

At age 36, I had an “epiphany,” as many would characterize it today, but in truth it was a manifestation of God’s presence. God turned the light of His presence on in my soul, and His Holy Spirit revealed to me the poor choices I had made regarding persons, places, and things. He was giving me a personal history lesson. This gave me a greater appreciation of history, and I began to understand God’s view of the history of creation and redemption. 

Within a couple of years, God’s Holy Spirit called me out of a railroad career into formal academic training in the Assemblies of God fellowship in Springfield, Missouri. My father had been a pioneer pastor in the Assemblies of God. 

History began to take on a deeper meaning when I researched the brief history of the Assemblies of God people. Then, I researched the history of all the denominations—including the Roman Catholic Church and Martin Luther’s ministry that began the Protestant Reformation. I came to understand that the Reformation is still happening today. 

While pursuing a bachelor of arts degree in Bible at Central Bible College, my thirst for knowledge seemed unquenchable. My studies of American history, world history, and world civilizations enhanced my thirst. 

During this time, I met many fine people while serving as an associate pastor of Calvary Temple Assemblies of God Church in Springfield, Missouri. Some of them had known my father and mother and gave me a lot more information about my family history. When these people of integrity and character related personal experiences that they had had with my family, history became even more meaningful to me.  

It takes the ministry of the unlimited, uncreated Creator to discern between the secular points of view of history and the spiritual, sacred perspective. I have learned to rely on God’s Holy Spirit to teach me history as well as all things (John 14:26, 17, 16:13). 

The Holy Scripture, the Bible, reveals the Creator of the universe’s view of the importance of history—which in my opinion is “His story.” The book of Acts, written by Luke, is a history lesson about the acts of the apostles of Jesus Christ. During their ministry from about 30 to 70 A.D., Jesus, Israel’s Messiah, was seated at His heavenly Father’s right hand in His messianic reign. The literary apostles were writing what the literary prophets of the old covenant had written concerning Israel’s redemptive history.  

In that window of time, Stephen gave a history lesson to a group of religious leaders in Israel. His divinely inspired words infuriated them. Their pride and arrogance gave way to their anger to the point of extreme violence. They stoned Stephen until his physical body expired.  

As Stephen was putting off his “earthly tent” (body), he prayed, “Lord, do not charge them with this sin.” And when he said this, he “fell asleep” (physically expired) (Acts 7:60). 

Saul of Tarsus, a Pharisee, was consenting to Stephen’s death. Saul’s extremely prideful heart provoked him into a zealous crusade to commit the followers of Israel’s exalted Messiah into imprisonment. However, Saul had an epiphany while traveling from Jerusalem to Damascus on one of his religious crusades, and he became a faithful follower of the Messiah. Like Jesus Christ, Saul learned obedience from the things which he suffered (Heb. 5:7-8). This gave him deep insight into the complete redemption that happened through the cross of Christ. God reconciled all things in heaven and on earth unto Himself and made peace through the blood of His cross (Col. 1:19-20). 

Saul, also known as Paul an apostle of Jesus Christ, was completely transformed into the likeness of his Master by the renewing of his mind. He became God’s divinely inspired speaker and writer concerning the sovereign election of God’s calling (Gal. 1:15-16). With the mind of Christ, he understood the complete and perfect will of God in his generation (Rom. 12:1, 2). (Like Paul, we can have the mind of Christ and understand the complete and perfect will of God.) 

In his writings, Paul gave all followers of Jesus Christ a precious history of their true spiritual identity “in Christ” (Gal. 3:28). 

God’s Holy Spirit led me into a remarkable relationship with my heavenly Father. By experience I learned from Paul’s experience and inspired writing that Father God “sent forth the Spirit of His Son” into my heart (Gal. 4:6-7). I am a true son of God, a joint heir with Christ through my spiritual union with the unlimited, uncreated Spirit of my Father God. Greater is He who indwells me than any voice or writing that is outside of me. God’s Word and Spirit tell me so (1 John 4:4). 

I have learned that the Bible was written to God’s covenant people about their redemptive history. It is not about world history. Genesis 1:1 to Revelation 22:21 is all about our personal history as new creation, covenant believers in our Father’s kingdom. Today, I am a co-laborer with Him in the reconciliation of lost men/women in our world. I’m also a lifeline to many who are immature in the mystical body of Christ. 

God’s Holy Spirit has called me into this journey with my Father God. My personal history is short—I am of God. In Him I live and move and have my being (Acts 17:28).  

Yes, history is important, and I love it. Divine discernment has enabled believers in the God of the Bible to sort out the secular and sacred history. I trust this brief history lesson will resonate in your hearts and souls. The best is yet to come.

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My Omnipresent Friend
By Paul Gabbert

In the stillness of the morning,
I begin my day with Him;
His whispered song of love I hear,
As the notes resound within.

Praising my Lord and Savior
In a voice that is sweet and clear,
Through the Spirit’s love song
To my Lord Christ I draw near.

Speaking a spiritual language
My mind has never known
Through the Spirit’s bidding,
I approach My Father’s throne.

Freed from a worldly mindset
His plan and vision I now see
As His word becomes alive
And His truth reality.

With His wisdom and discernment,
My daily ministry now begins
Under the careful guidance
Of my Omnipresent Friend.

Paul Gabbert currently runs R & P Cleaning Service.